Well, true to my word, changes have been made. I haven’t stopped working on my business and I couldn’t be more excited!
It definitely helps with some headphones in and choosing the soundtrack to my life.
Music puts a spring in my step and a smile on my face.
I feel more focused and more like the old me. Actually, I’m feeling like the NEW me. The me that the old me would be very proud to be.
I have rediscovered so much that I had forgotten about. My head has been down for so long. I have missed so many smiling faces. Faces in my life and at my club, Caversham Health and Fitness.
The importance of having friends to talk to and listen to, cannot be measured. They help to make sense of so much and sometimes they give that little push. Although, for the last couple of days, I have just been jumping. Head first!
Sometimes we become so consumed(and that truly can’t be helped) that you forget what it feels like to be present, in the now. Not clouded by “what if’s” and worry.
This week I watched my daughters get excited about a new sport. I had so much fun watching them learn something new. Now, when I was clouded, I would have missed that chance, but nope, not now! I was clear and loved every minute. I will never miss a chance like that again.
Cancer has a way of changing the way you see things…I just had to get through those clouds.
Now, I don’t know how I got from one to the other, but I do know that writing things down and trusting in myself and in my friends, I have moved from cloud to clear.
Fingers crossed for clear skies from here on.
I am so grateful.
I am also so thankful for you taking the time to read my words.
I’m sure I will go up and down, but I feel like mentally I’m leaving so much behind and I do not plan to revisit that place.
I haven’t made any steps toward that physically healthier me, but tomorrow I’m working on that.
Mentally and physically this will be a long road, it doesn’t have to be hard though. Trusting in myself and with little help from my friends, my journey will go from strength to strength.
Now, find that soundtrack to your life and come on!
All my love xxx